It's Been Nine Years

I was wondering why I was spiralling

My dad with Granny at her last birthday party

I didn’t sleep well last night. Couldn’t get comfortable. Couldn’t keep temperature. Just overall not a great night.

Exhaustion is such a weird beast, the whole being so tired you want to sleep, but you can’t because you’re so tired. I would succumb four hours after we got up to a nap, and while I don’t feel …